Meeting with Flow

Saying “I want to be in the flow!” is generally the worst way to get there, because energetically it points out how you’re not in the flow now and plugs you into that part of you who so desperately wants to be there, but is not.

Scheduling a meeting with flow seems to work in kind of the same way, as that’s what I had on my calendar for today…? meeting with the heart and soul of flow to put together the materials for the Playdate with Flow that is happening in the Circle next week.

And most of the day I’ve been decidedly out-of-flow.

Hot and sweaty.? Shopping (SHOPPING!? Not a hot-day favourite in my world, I got a sunburn on my arm just driving to the mall) for the insulated curtain liners I swore I would buy this spring so that my 2 storey wall of south-facing windows didn’t turn the DreamLoft into a HellSauna as soon as it got hot.

Annoyed with myself for not having bought the liner sooner.? Why do I still put things off?? And why why why can’t I start acting like a grown-up already?? I’m 39, shouldn’t that have happened by now?

Annoyed with the condo developer for not installing better heat-blocking windows.

Frustrated that it’s summer but I’m not at the beach.

Getting blisters from my cute butterfly shoes because my feet are hot and sweaty and sticking to my shoes in weird places.

Not a recipe for being in the flow, that’s for sure.

But here I am.? Showing up anyway.

And flow meets me with open arms and says “Oh honey, I don’t even have to say it, right?? I’m always here for you, that’s what I do.? I’m even in the mall and on hot sweaty days and when everything goes wrong.? I’m here.”

She shows up like a serpent with angel wings.

And I like her, and I like being around her, even though I don’t like snakes.

I want to be all “OK, let’s do this.? We have some work to do” but I just kind of curl up in the corner, exhausted.? Flow brings me a cup of tea and a reminder that pushing myself to get work done is not flow-like.? And that it would be impossible to create my Playdate with Flow from that place.

I sip the tea.

Tea is a source of flow.? Not when I have it just for a little energy jolt, when I have it simply to enjoy having it.

Resting is a source of flow.

Curling up is a source of flow.

Being present in my inner world is a source of flow.

Not controlling the outcomes is a source of flow.” she whispers as I am starting to wonder… am I going to get my work done today or is not getting the work done the way the work gets done and if so – well, how do I get the work done because it really does need to get done.

Except it doesn’t really need to get done today, I guess.

Ohhhh… today I need to meet with flow and not dictate how the meeting goes.

“Sweetie it’s kind of funny how often you forget.? You can plan to meet with me – I love that you did that.? But you can’t plan to meet with me so I’ll whisper secrets in your ear that help you get your work done at a speed that defies the laws of the gravity.? Trying to control the outcome of your meeting with flow lands you right back out-of-flow.”

Oh, so Flow doesn’t want to help me write the workplaybooks.? Or maybe she does.? But she can’t/won’t do it if I am trying to make it happen.? Force and Flow cann’t co-exist.

I forgot about being open to the adventure of being where I am.

I can see how it was me wanting the planning for this Playdate to happen in a certain way that pushed some blocks into the path between me and Flow and everything just got more funky the longer I left those blocks there, insisting that this is how it has to happen.

Release.

Now it’s me and Flow and a tea party.? Little cookies on darling little plates.? The air sparkles with magic.? My expectations about how this day was supposed to go are all wrapped up in little packages, sitting just outside arm’s reach.? I can pick them back up if I want, or I can leave them there as long as I like.

There are big cushy pillows everywhere.? Soft happy music is playing.? The room is brighter.

I’m trusting that my work will get done when it gets done, and remembering that my best work happens when it comes from flow.

And it seems really silly and short-sighted now, that I was so hell-bent on getting this work done NOW.

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Happy sigh.

Starting the day with some quiet time on my Miracle Pod with journals, crystals + rainbows.

Just as I was putting the final touches on the New + Improved Creative Dream Circle? – she demanded a whole new website.? She’s all “Oh no you’re not putting me on that old thing!”

My old website was cute when I made it, but no longer reflected who I am or where I’m at or just how much magic you can expect when you play with me.? It’s like my old website was dimming the light of the Creative Dream Circle, so I needed to fix that.

So here it is.? My new website.

And – even better – here’s my new Creative Dream Circle.

(Please check it out!)

Happy Sighs All Around.

The new Circle is amazing.? A huge improvement over the old one (which I loved very much too!) and….

drumroll please….

it’s even more affordable now.

The Creative Dream Incubator is no longer the pre-requisite for the Creative Dream Circle.? (Though it’s still amazing and highly recommended, of course)

When I started the Circle is was a space to play with the tools of Creative Dream Incubation – so it didn’t make sense to open it up to people who didn’t have the Incubator.

The new Circle is, well, new.? Totally different.? And filled with its own amazing tools for living your magic.? So you can use them with or without the Creative Dream Incubator.

These new tools?? HOLY CRAP I am still a little stunned by how amazing they are.? Happy happy sighs!

PS: The new Creative Dream Circle helps dreamers make their dreams real – easier, faster + funner.? If you know of any brilliant creative geniuses who are ready to make their dreams REAL – please send them this page!? Thank you.

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Why is it so uncomfortable for me to share this part?

I’ve been trying to write this post and I’m noticing that I feel uncomfortable and I want to just delete it because I think it’s boring and I appreciate my readers and don’t want to bore them.

Beneath this noticing, I’m noticing that I never hesitate to share the stickier suckier parts of the creative dream path. ?I share bits and pieces of happy stuff on facebook all the time but to write a whole blog post about how freaking amazing everything is?? Uncomfortable.

I know a it’s easy to look at someone (like me) who is doing exactly what they want to do and think: it must be easier for her.

But as a teacher and guide in the Land of Creative Dreams I know that waiting for it to be easy is one of the most common ways that people kill their dreams.? So I write a lot about the hard parts, as encouragement.?

To say: it’s hard for me, too.? It’s hard for everyone.? Don’t give up just because it’s hard.

But today I only have happy things to share: everything in my life is painted in all these gorgeous new shades of beautiful and true.

So much is changing for me right now.

I’m stepping into a new layer of who-I-really-am.

I’m starting to lead transformational retreats in the most creatively inspiring places around the world.

I’ve totally re-built the Creative Dream Circle to be simpler, more fun and more accessible.? (Registration is closed to new members right now, but when it opens back up you’ll be able to hop in and play your way to your dream, easier than ever).? I am so happy and proud about this.

The new Circle needs a whole new business structure around it, one that can support such an sparkle-licious level of radiance and magic.? I’ve got the plan in place and am working towards this.

I got a cute haircut and have been sewing adorable dresses.

I’ve been drawing like a crazy person, and looooving every second of it.

I hardly ever sit still, I am happily bouncing through my days.

I feel more creatively alive than I have in a long time.

But these are just the outside changes.? The reflections of what is changing inside me.

There is so much more spaciousness and clarity inside me.? I’ve been working with these qualities for a long time, that work keeps rubbing away the stuff that blocks them, and this past few months some big chunks of stuff fell off.

It feels amazing.

A layer of is-that-really-possible-dust was just cleared off of my possibility glasses.? I’m blinking a bit, slightly disoriented because everything is so bright, but I’m happy to be here.

This is a part of the Creative Dream path, too.

It’s kind of stupid that I’m uncomfortable sharing it here, because this is why we work through the hard parts, yes?

To get to the part where you feel like there’s more space for you.

Like your life is true-er and deeper and brighter.

The place where your Creative Genius is bigger and brighter (and STAYS bigger and brighter) than your doubts and fears.

The place where those old patterns that hold you back just gently fall away.

I love this part.?

This is why I do this, so I can live in this place more often, and help you to build your home here too.

PS: I want to remind you that the door is open to the Rainbow~licious Creative Healing Circle. Inside the circle, I’m drawing my way through my energy body, and drawing in the changes I want to change, which is pretty much the most amazing thing ever.? There’s a lot of magic in there for you.

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Journal Challenge Day 28: Gratitude Journal. Heart-Sparkling Gratitude vs Lame Ass Gratitude

Keeping a gratitude journal is magic.

Today I'm over-the-moon grateful. I'm grateful to be doing this work and for the amazing people who are showing up to do it with me. So I'm expressing gratitude with collage, drawing and painting.

This is SO super different from keeping a daily gratitude list that you have to add to every day if you're feeling grateful or not, or forcing yourself to be grateful, when you're not feeling it.

That is stupid!

As powerful and magic as authentic gratitude can be, trying to distort your feelings into what you wish you were feeling is not helpful at all.

There is a right way and a wrong way to keep a gratitude journal.

In today's video I talk about how being grateful supercharges all good things but also how forced gratitude is dangerous.

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Journal Challenge Day 24: Hello Day Creative Journaling Kit!

hello day creative journaling kit

Today I'm coming back to an old favourite: my Hello Day Creative Journal Practice.

This is a fun and creative way to plug into your magic and create more of what you want to create in your world, by filing each day up with the qualities that you want most.

Some ideas for how to create your Hello Day practice:

Today I need:

Today I am activating the Creative Superpower of:

List the qualities that are important for the day.

Write out a Creative Dream Mantra for the day.

Plus I made a whole Hello Day Playbook!

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Journal Challenge Day 23: Creating Conditions for Thriving

Today's I'm exploring what it means for me personally, to create conditions for thriving. Everyone is unique, so we all have unique conditions for thriving.

And since our perfect conditions for thriving change as we change, this is something that is good to look at regularly.

If you create the right conditions for dreams to grow in your life - then it becomes wayyyyyy easier to grow them.

 

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Journal Challenge Day 20: CRANKY Journaling

Today I am CRANKY and sharing how cranky journaling can help turn a cranky day around, or at least find the treasure in the cranky, or make it a little easier to be in the cranky.

Crankiness can be a natural result of setting a clear, beautiful intention - it's often a part of the process of bringing a dream to life because a clear, beautiful intention wakes up the parts of us who are afraid of change.

When this happens, dealing with the parts of you that get cranky is the next step on the path to your dream.

 

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Journal Challenge Day 19: Creative Genius Planning + Creative Capacity

More Creative Genius Planning!

AKA Planning from the sweet spot where all things are possible: where the outer work of dream-building is informed, inspired + activated by the magic of your inner world.

This is the stuff that dreams are built on.

In today's video I'm talking about the flow + magic that come from being in a regular practice of deliberate dream growing work and the importance of understanding and honouring your creative capacity.

Less work is sometimes often more effective.

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