I’m thinking of what I shared yesterday about feeling worthy and receptive to my dreams, and how vulnerable that felt.
When I fist stated working with that door, which became a fence, which became a curtain, there was this sensation of resistance.
The resistance was “OMG NO. This is all too heavy. There are too many layers. You cannot explore this. It will be so painful but mostly, this is all so heavy, so old, and totally immovable. So why bother?”
And I blitzed right past that response, in a way.
I feel like I gave a quick “Yeah buddy, I see you, that’s rough, I’m sorry but I’m doing what I’m doing”
Resistance is a sensation for me now, where it used to be a brick wall.
This is a gift of this work and I want to acknowledge that.
While you’re IN IT, it’s hard to remember the gifts, and it’s hard to recognize how far you’ve come because you keep looking at what’s next.
But YOU’VE COME SO FAR.
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